Last week I apologized for my role in a disagreement. Instead of receiving an apology myself, I not only ended up taking all of the blame, I also had more shit piled on me out of nowhere.
Another day to carry the load of others while already being heavily weighed down by my own. It’s ok, the blame has always been on me and I’ll carry it.
This is a new week and a new season so, with that comes new beginnings. I refuse to be burdened by the weight of others. I refuse to be accountable for everyone and everything. I refuse to not continue to heal myself, while others pass on the pain.
In this new season, rid yourselves of people and things that weigh you down.
The blame may be on me today but, the weight will be heavier on those that won’t be accountable for themselves.
I can so relate to this. I find myself apologizing for things just to avoid an argument…or the stress of having to deal with a situation…and no one seems to understand or care that it just adds to what I am already struggling with..
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It’s frustrating.. To always be the one to carry the weight and no one seems to understand or care. We must push through because we are so much better than our circumstance
That’s the best thing to do. Move fwd. I never feel bad taking accountability for something I did regardless of the other person involved not doing so for themselves or to help repair the relationship. They have to carry their own burdens but YOU have covered your @ss from karma. Good luck on your Life journey.
Constantly trying to move forward, always trying to understand my journey